Sunday, August 31, 2014

Hope then Discouragement then Hope Because Hope is All I Have.

So,

I've been working the past week in a temp-to-hire position. This means I'm a temp again and maybe they'll hire me.

I was excited at first until people started telling me stories about how temp agencies and companies never really hire temps. They just lie to you. Sigh.

I rather like this job. I hope I can keep it and be a real employee.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

If You are Feeling Suicidal


Here's my post in regards to the suicide of Robin Williams.

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/



"No matter what problems you are dealing with, we want to help you find a reason to keep living. By calling 1-800-273-TALK (8255) you’ll be connected to a skilled, trained counselor at a crisis center in your area, anytime 24/7"

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

August 1 - Day of Prayer for the Christians in the Middle East

I am joining spiritually Seraphic (a.k.a. author Dorothy Cummings McLean) and others on Friday, August 1, 2014, to pray for our Christian brothers and sisters in the Middle East..  I sure hope you'll join us.

http://seraphicsinglescummings.blogspot.com/2014/07/august-1-day-of-prayer-for-christians.html


Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Too Much Time Reading

You know you've spent too much time reading blogs when you start dreaming about the people you read about. Last night I dreamt that I was babysitting a certain blogger's child and decided to potty train the child.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

God Helps Those Who __________

When I was growing up I saw those t.v. commercials in which a woman brought home the bacon and fried it in a pan. In my early college years I became friends with an angry feminist. I went to college in the years of the Yuppie. I live in the Land of Opportunity where many people pulled themselves up by their bootstraps.

I'm unemployed and feel so powerless.

My best just isn't making it.

I rely more and more on God and miracles and hope.

I feel so weak. I feel so guilty like I'm not pulling my own weight.

I think and then I feel so overwhelmed. So I dump it all on God. Didn't we hear in a recent reading at church that His yoke is lighter? But then I feel so inadequate.

But when I try to do it all myself, I feel like I get nowhere.

But when I give it all to God, I just go on my merry way. Then I think again and know I should be doing more to help myself.  So where's the fine line between taking responsibility and giving it all to God?

I like giving it all to God, but then I feel lazy. I get lazy.

I try to solve my own problems all by myself. After all, I have a brain. Yet there is much out of my control. There is heaviness that I can't carry by myself. So I turn to God and enjoy another day. But then I feel disappointed in myself for not succeeding.

I am so tired of this treadmill. I turn to God then I feel like a wimp.

What am I trying to say?




Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Hope

I have hope things will work out.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Has Your Credit Card or Debit Card been Rejected at the Grocery Store?

That's what happened to me yesterday. Oh oh. I had some cash and the MAN in line behind me paid the $5.00 difference!

Yep, a COMPLETE STRANGER paid for my food.

I thanked him of course.

Dear God, please bless this kind man. Thank you, God, for this man's generosity. Thank you, God, for this man who let me have nutrition.